I got to work a half an hour early today and went over my scripts. I thooought I could call people today and be fine, get some donations, but when I got the headset, I got nervous and all that changed.

The first call that popped up on my screen was an answering machine, so I hit D (hang up) and dispositioned the call as answering machine. Not to long later another call had connected and I froze. The woman on the other end was saying "Hello?" And I answered, "Hi, I'm looking for..." and froze, the screen hadn't shown me the name, it was delayed a few seconds. When the name showed, I eventually said who I was looking for, and she asked what the call was about. "This is Donna Hoodak calling on behaf of Interlochen Center for the Arts, is this (persons name)?" She said yes and I froze again, then she started laughing at me, and said "I'm not interested" and hung up.

That made me 10x more nervous because I made a fool of myself, and as anyone else would, disliked being laughed at. Soooo yeah...

1st days blow. Trying again tomorrow, but im already getting the feeling that It's not going to work out with this place. I applied to the Rochester Athletic Club, and have a good chance at that one, so if i get it and i still dislike the job at telecomp... yay another new job :)

ehhhhh....... :/

Yesterday was my last day of training, and today is my first day on the job. I start at 2:30 this afternoon, and last night I arranged for my sister to take me in today,  and she bitched the entire time that i asked her for a ride. she eventually agreed... because Mike couldnt do it. Mike finds out today that hes not doing anything today and asks my sister if she wants to drive me or if she wants him to take me in. She said to have him take me in, takes off, and here it is, 2:05pm and Nobodys here to give me a ride. It's a 20 min drive to Henrietta... I'm going to be either late or not show up.

My First Day! I'm making a real good impression.

im sorry... i needed to vent.

So I had a pie baking day with Mike today and it went rather well. I made the traditional Apple Pie, and had Mike make a crumble top pie, each with like 8 grannysmith apples & stuff... Baked them before I went to work, so i brought my work clothes to change into after we cleaned up and stuff, changed, went to work.

I'm sitting in the meeting and my phone starts vibrating. Mike sent me a text, asking me to give him a call when I got a break. Technically we're not supposed to have breaks, having to be at work for only 4 hours you know? So, when our trainer gives us a few minutes to do whatever, let people use the bathroom and junk, I sit there and call him like he asks...

So apparently his father has been really impressed with the clenliness of his kitchen & with the whole baking thing I do... and said to Mike that he needed to keep me or else he'd try to get me. Creepy, but the compliment was there I guess... So, Mike went on to say that his dad pretty much loves me & thinks that he should really be paying me to clean and cook and stuff... buuuut yeaaah... I pretty much told him to tell his dad that he should consider the extra groceries I bring in & pies and food stuff, and cleaning, to be a thanks for putting up with the hours I spend over there, consuming their food, cooking with their stuff, and that he shouldnt pay me, as it will be declined :)

Anyway, yeah... so im creeped out but glad I make people happy?... I guess...

So im gonna head over to Mikes and eat some pie and consume their pizza... night everyone :)

Okay so I had gone on Careerbuilder.com the other day and put up Mike's profile for him, typed up a resume for him and everything and had applied him for the job I had the interview for because they needed more people, and I knew that there was a  slightly less chance for him to get the job, but thought that if he went in there with a good attitude and really sold himself to the people, he could get the job too...

His father gave him $100 to get some nice clothes for the interview (yes, he was called for the interview). We went to Burlington Coat Factory for a few hours, I had him trying on shitloads of clothes, and eventually, he walked out with some nice black dress pants, a really nice looking black belt, and three button-up shirts... We went to Walmart and with the rest of the money, got him some nice shoes, socks, and white under shirts...

He looked AMAZING for the interview... and didn't get the job :( Sad but hey, he got some nice clothes?

My cold is going away, i got some daytime and nighttime stuff for it, the nighttime stuff kicking in now... but yeah, finally going away. :)

My sister and brother-in-law moved their bedroom to the attic, it's bigger, and they cleaned out the attic, moved their stuff up there, and told me that I could take their old room. It's WAY huger than the last two rooms that I've had while living here. It's nice to have some space... And I get the entire 2nd floor to myself when they're in bed. Which is amazing, because now I can play music, leave my door open & walk around nakey, leave lights on, ect...

Enough updates for the night, medicine is REALLY kicking in. Night everyone! :)

I got the position I think. aaaand im in training next week 6 - 10pm tues-fri paid :)

and its not telemarketing i guess, im just calling people who used to went to colleges and asking them for donations starting at $1,000.00.

0.o

im starving.

So I'm still sick... yay fun.. NOT. Also, last night my sister checked the answering machine for messages and found one on there for me. One Miss Ebony Dukes requests me for an interview at a place I never heard of before... apparently I applied to Telecomp Inc. last month, and they'd like to have me join their team! Yay!

Only issue is that it's out in the next town and I haven't got transportation. Eeehhh...

Got the interview scheduled for tomorrow, I hope I get the job... also I hope that I don't look too appauling tomorrow XD Sooo if I become a telemarketer, Don't hang up on meee! :)

Gonna go to bed.. later everyoneee! :)

Okay so my sister passed her sickness to her husband who has passed it to me just after I get rid of a cold... Freaking great.

Went to my parents house yesterday to get some more of my things, got back around 10pm and unpacked the car, set up more stuff in my room... so i have like 3x smaller of a living space than the last time :/ oh well... also, my mom is making me take calcium pills now. Apparently that bone disease runs in my family. So that kinda blows... but ehh...

I guess im off to bed now... my head is just throbbing...

Nite..

P.S. DESEREA WHERE WAS YOUR PICTURE TAKEN AT? looks like a bar to me, but cant be a bar bar, is it a bar in the basement of a frat house or what?

x

My brother-in-law and sister got into another fight again today... over money, and how every time she goes anywhere she blows $60 or more, just because she see's it's there... He got in her face about it today though.. :/ It wasnt a pretty sight. I hid in my emo cave and closed the door until I thought the coast was clear. It's getting really annoying to have to just stay in my room every day because they cant help but fight all the time.

I wanted to go out and do stuff today, just for the hell of it, like walk the mall and check out everything that I've seen fifty times already in Hot Topic, just because I love it, but I decided I didn't really wanna chill with anyone today... just kinda wanted to sulk in my lonlienss and want for something to do... 

I really wanted to paint my nails again today, the nail polish is near gone, and I miss the black that used to covor my lovely pink nails.

I realized today that on the 11th of this month I will have been single 6 months. That's quite the acheivement I do believe... though I miss being in a relationship... I also realized that aside from Chris, I never have been in a relationship on Valentines day... kinda makes me hate the holiday even more... Eh, I dont need a guy to make me happy... :/ it's nice to have one around for me though. Guys dont seem worth it anymore though, I cant remember a single good relationship I've been in. Then again, I have a bad habit of choosing the wierdest guys... and yeah... not that i'm so cool myself... I admit I'm wierd :/

Blah.

I woke up at 7am...

HOW POInTLESS! there is no use for me being up this early... and everyone says i shouldnt sleep in...

Noon is so the best time to wake up. I'm so bored.

Entertain me someone?

Yesterday I went to the mall and ran into a few people that I knew from back when I was dating Ron... which was wierd so our socializing didnt really last more than 2 minutes... but anyway, I'm taking my 2 hour browse through Hot Topic and I see some socks hung at the wall... and I fell in love with them...

I buyd a pare of Rainbow socks! :D

(that pic was from this morning like when i woke uppp, so sorry for it being blah and me looking eww) (lolz)

I think I will go back to PetCo and tell that bitch off that told me i'd never be able to keep a fish alive... seriously. The day that I got the Fan Tail Goldfish I was at PetCo buying the bigger tank, and filter. I still cant get over how she was speaking to me... "The tank is too small and the filter is too strong, it will suck up your fish!" I looked at the tank and was like, Well it's big enough for now, and as for the filter, it will do nothing to my fish considering it's so small, and looking at the back of the package, it shows that it's used for small tanks. Dumb blonde. (no offence to other blondes)... She just kinda sat there telling me that the reason I never had my fish live in the past was because I'm a bad owner. I changed the water daily, made sure i put the chlor-out in it you know, had the spare tank water sitting over night with the stuff in it, let it get to room temperature...    She was all, "I cant say I wont sell you a fish because I have to if you demand it, but you shouldn't get one today."

I hate people that act like you dont know what you're doing. Even if it is their job to tell you what to do and how to do it and stuff. It's gay.

-.-

I had the most amazing chinese food today, and it was only minutes from Mike's house. All I got was Veggie Lo Mein but yeah...

So it's been a few days...

I've been out hanging with my friend Mike a lot lately. He's pretty cool... Also my other fish, Rawr, died today... Mike and I went out and got a new fish and a new tank with my first unemployment check lol. It was probably a bad move on my part considering thats not why they're giving me the money....

I got a Fan Tail goldfish? I guess that's what they're called... but anyway, only got one, and I got a tank thats big enough for time being I think... I mean, it's not like it's a huge fish, It's probably got some time to grow a bit, and I can always upgrade if I need to, so not a big problem. Anyway, I think that the feeder fish I been getting don't exactly have a long life span that I want... so the Fan tail might be better... also...  I got a filter which is cool since now I dont have to keep dumping out water every day and replacing it with new water and worry about having to unchlorenate it each time lol.

Job hunt still = bad but I might try a few temporary jobs at the mall until I can find something that works for me in like regular office work, which might take some time.

I had this really bad caffeen withdrawl yesterday, like I felt super sick and had the worst headache in the planet... I was near dead by 9pm which is really wierd for me. Im usually up until... 12pm/1am latest...

Im psyched. I got this super awesome extension cord for my room since I only have 1 outlet. Now I can plug in my lamp! :)

No, the title is not kidding.

Today I went with my friend Mike to chill at the mall and then back to his place. We drove down my street and stopped at the end to wait for our right of way, when the traffic had stopped and it was safe for us to go (so we thought) some white truck came out of nowhere and we missed it by just a few feet. Like, we were going through the center of the intersection when it came just feet before us from like mid air!

Pretty much that was the worst thing in the world so far for me... I've not been that close to a car accident in my life... well none like that bad until today...

My sister just informed me, Heath Ledger was found dead today around 3:30pm... i looked up the story on Yahoo.

Heath Ledger found dead in NYC at age 28

Sooo my cold is gone, for the most part. I slept like a full day on like... friday or saturday or something, I dont exactly remember either of those days but yeah... then I slept that night all  the way through, MY sister wanted to give me a muscle relaxer! lol! I was game since she'd already given me Alka Seltzer Night Time in early afternoon. XD but I didn't take it.

uhh....... oh. One of my new fishies went to fishy heaven yesterday morning. :/ Timmerz, the bright orange one, dunno if i had informed anyone that I'd even gotten the fish, but if I didn't, Last week sometime I went to Pet Co and was lectured for about a half an hour by a store lady... cause I told her I'd had fish before after she started telling me what size tank to have for 2 fish and what to do, what not to do... I was like "Ummm... I've owned fish before lady...." and she was all, "Where are they now?" I wanted 3 goldfish, and she only got 2 from the tank, started closing the bag, and I was like, "Uhhhh I wanted 3." The lady turned to me with fire in her eyes, "With the size tank you have you only want 2." So I was all, oh no you di'nt! and slapped her... but not really. I wanted to.... but I said "I told you I was getting a tank next week from my parents house thats like 3x bigger..." She was like, "Well then come back next week for your third fish." I got tired of arguing with her and just took the fish. She also wouldnt show me to the air stones... "You wont need it for the tank you have..." b!%^h.

So now It's only Rawr. When I get the bigger tank I'm going back and getting  two more fish, Grr and Dezzzzzz (yes after the other awesome girl that was using Blogs4Me back when I was in school. :P)

Which reminds me, anyone remember that girl that was using this site two years ago or so? I think her user ID was like iRUNoverDEER or something.... Deserea.

She's awesome at the mo, she attends SUNY Geneseo, we keep in touch & stuff. I've gone to visit her on campus a few times, she loves it there & is having a blast. Recently she got to go to Puerto Rico and on some cruise and stuff... some other places, shes got pics on her facebook... not that that helps... but yeah... she tried to log in the other day, cant seem to do that, she nearly cried when she wasnt able to set up a new account here :-/  ummm... .yeahhhhh....

thats about all i have today... laterrrrr