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Okies, I haven't written anything in a few days, so here goes.

Within one week I've packed up and moved myself back to my sister's house in Rochester. I cant find work in Nunda for the life of me, and I just re-did my resume, posted it on Monster and CareerBuilder... and America's Job Network thingy. So, with the four or five jobs I applied to, I hope to hear something... of course thats not going to stop me from looking around some more.

Things with Jeff are getting a bit wierd. We've only been texting back and forth a week... and he feels like we're moving to fast. I'm not sure what to think of that, I mean, he said, I like you but I feel like I'm being suffocated, I'm freaking out because I haven't been in a relationship with someone in a while... stuff like that.. Then I asked him about weather he thought we should call it quits or keep working on it, because I want a straight answer, and I didn't hear back from him. I'm pretty sure that the answer was in the silence... :/ Buuut I texted him later that night and asked him what I could do to make him feel like he wasnt being suffocated... and he said that I smother him with texts, when I dont send more than like 10 a day to him, if even that. Soooo.... I told him when he was ready to talk, to let me know, and all he said was alright.

I dont quite understand it.... I'm kinda wondering if he really thinks we're going too fast, or if he's just trying to get rid of me. I've been messed with far too much to really trust someone... I want to trust him, but I'm wondering if maybe I shouldnt. Ehhhhhhh... im in quite a pickle.