la la laa ... I'm not listening to yooou...

My brother-in-law and sister got into another fight again today... over money, and how every time she goes anywhere she blows $60 or more, just because she see's it's there... He got in her face about it today though.. :/ It wasnt a pretty sight. I hid in my emo cave and closed the door until I thought the coast was clear. It's getting really annoying to have to just stay in my room every day because they cant help but fight all the time.

I wanted to go out and do stuff today, just for the hell of it, like walk the mall and check out everything that I've seen fifty times already in Hot Topic, just because I love it, but I decided I didn't really wanna chill with anyone today... just kinda wanted to sulk in my lonlienss and want for something to do... 

I really wanted to paint my nails again today, the nail polish is near gone, and I miss the black that used to covor my lovely pink nails.

I realized today that on the 11th of this month I will have been single 6 months. That's quite the acheivement I do believe... though I miss being in a relationship... I also realized that aside from Chris, I never have been in a relationship on Valentines day... kinda makes me hate the holiday even more... Eh, I dont need a guy to make me happy... :/ it's nice to have one around for me though. Guys dont seem worth it anymore though, I cant remember a single good relationship I've been in. Then again, I have a bad habit of choosing the wierdest guys... and yeah... not that i'm so cool myself... I admit I'm wierd :/

Blah.